I don't just blog about life very often here any more, mostly tumblr bares the brunt of my whining, but tonight I'm making an exception. I feel pretty good today because I was actually productive yesterday in more or less starting and finishing a 1300 word essay (even if it did take me till 2:15 in the morning), handing it in on this beautiful sunny morning and having chats with a few friends, finding out my braces will come off at the end of the month and I'll be subjected to the tyrannies of the retainer instead, and then just loafing around for most of the day catching up with things that interest me on the internet. I'm not looking forward to having to get up and go to my tutes tomorrow as I've been pretty consistently ignoring my uni work recently, probably more than is good for me, but it's really time to get back into it; I'll start working on the next essay tomorrow that's due sometime next week, and also the one due 4 days after that if I can, which hopefully won't leave me entirely pulling out my hair, dancing doesn't start till next week at least.

I have a lot of school work to get through, but I feel so inspired to do things this Summer. I feel like I'm getting on top of my anxieties a bit more now, at least if not in how I fit in with others then how I understand myself. I've been doing a bit more art lately (I have a new notebook which makes me happy) and the Summer holidays are going to be such a good opportunity to get it all into gear. 5 more weeks people, count it out with me.

This is some of the art I've been doing tonight, to end with:

Night folks, feeling hopeful for once.

xx

s-a